Engkau yang dikasihi Yesus Kristus,

Mengapa engkau tertekan? Mengapa engkau bersedih?
Allahmu adalah Sahabat yang penuh kasih. Bebanmu berat jika kau pikul sendiri. Datanglah kepadaNya dan bersandarlah pada pundak yang Ia berikan. Ia selalu menantikanmu berbagi denganNya. Ia tidak pernah mempermasalahkan jika kamu datang dengan sejuta keluhan dan kesedihanmu.

Mengapa engkau takut? Mengapa engkau khawatir?
Allahmu adalah Bapa yang setia. Ia berkata bahwa tidak akan pernah Ia meninggalkanmu. Tidak akan pernah Ia membiarkanmu sendirian. Tidakkah engkau menyadari bahwa Ia selalu berjalan bersama-sama denganmu? Segala sesuatu yang sudah kau lalui, bukankah bukti bahwa Ia berada di sampingmu dalam setiap langkahmu? Jangan takut. Percaya dan beranilah!

Saudaraku yang kekasih,
Jalan kebenaran adalah jalan yang seringkali berkerikil, kering dan berkelok.
Engkau akan lelah jika berjalan sendirian.
Raihlah tanganNya, biarlah Ia memimpin langkahmu.
Taruh kepercayaanmu padaNya.
Di dalam Dia ada jaminan yang pasti.
Ia tidak akan pernah mengecewakan pengharapan yang kau taruh di dalam Dia.

Saat ini mungkin engkau merasa hidup membawamu ke tempat yang salah.
Atau mungkin kau merasa sedang berjalan tanpa tahu arah dan tujuan yang pasti.
Jangan pernah berhenti berjalan. Tetaplah melangkah!
Jangan biarkan situasimu saat ini merengut mimpimu.
Allah mempunyai rencana yang indah bagi hidupmu.
Yakin dan percayalah..

Damai sejahtera Allah yang melampau segala akal yang akan memelihara hati dan pikiranmu.

Who are here, love being rejected?
Certainly, there will be no one. But, in our life, we could not avoid rejection. Each of us must have experienced it. Here I am writing my experience being rejected. So many times I have been rejected. Since I was child, I had a dream to become a career woman. I always imagine myself wearing a blouse, using high heel, and had a lunch meeting with people. That was the picture of me in my mind. That's why, after I had graduated from college, I wanted to work in the company and started my career. One step I took was applying in the multinational company which is in my thought will give the best career path. "I want to work there" I said to myself. I really wanted it. Working in the well-known multinational company and become it's Executive Chief one day was my vision. A good quote from Paulo Coelho was my favorite quote I hold till then.
Amen.

The two most important days in your life are the day you were born, and you find out why - Mark Twain.

I found this quote almost two years ago. The first time I read that quote, I had such unexplained feeling in my heart. I am such an introvert girl who like to think everything.  Since long time ago, I always ask myself. Who am I? Why I was born to this world? What kind of mission I have to accomplish? I know it well. I have something to do, though I have no idea about it yet. I desperately want to figure it out. I thought, if I knew my "mission" in this world, I would have a clear direction for my life.

I am now like wandering in the desert. I have no idea where I am heading and what I am going to do. I can not see how is my future and what will I be.

This morning, as usual, I start my day with praying and bible reading. In my reflection, I found this.
if God can hang the stars on high, 
can paint the clouds that drift on by, 
can send the sun across the sky,
what can His power do through you?

that reflection note give me such a relieve. He is the owner of this world. He can hush the raging storm, part the sea and halt the sun. I am His beloved child. He the one takes control for every detail of the universe, He also, the same person will take care of me. HE LOVES ME.

Every sunday, my boyfie will share the sermon he got. Yesterday, the sermon talked about the fruitful life. One of the bible verse he sent me was amazing. I thought it was not my boyfie who wanted to say it to me, but the God.

Like an open book, You watch me grow from conception to birth; all the stages of my life were spread out before you. the days of my life all prepared before I'd even live one day. (Psalm 139:16 , the Message)

It is Him!! He wanted to tell me that He has a plan for me. My part is simply TRUST Him. I need to stick to Him to know what is His plan in my life. I feel blessed, and loved. I am not alone. He is with me.